Love these pictures—she’s so good at capturing the city. <3
I used to think that a “office/career-job” was the answer and that it would make me feel good to finally have one. And it did—because I worked my ass off and accomplished something… but it hasn’t made me happy. I guess it’s true—unless you’re doing something you love—you’re never going to be happy with the kind of job you have. It’s really changed my perspective on jobs and careers and school. I think you can do anything you want to with a lot of work and a little luck. But working at an office makes me miss my retail/serving jobs, though I know the grass is always greener. I think it’s that, I’ve got to roll with the punches a little bit and not let things touch me so personally. Also, making money for the art I make would be nice but HEY, that’s the life of an artist, right? It’s just strange to have this realization about careers, life, and where I’m at. Nothing is ever going to be what you think it will be. But I am going to be grateful for what I do have.
I feel weird and shitty and I wish that feeling would go away. Have felt this way all weekend. Why is it that certain people have the ability to throw your feelings and mind and body into a panic with just a few words… one email… a few things said? I am grateful to have learned who my true friends are this past year and a half but sometimes I wish I could move away to a place where no one knows me, and no one could contact me from my past life.
If you’re feeling weird or shitty or sad too, keep your chin up. I’m trying to keep mine up too. <3
I am going to work my hardest to get my tumblr back up to date soon (I work off this one and my creative writing one), but I’ve just been too busy. I’d really like my tumblr to be a place that people can see what I’m up to, check out my various projects, and get a look at my personality. Until then, check out a web-series (filmed in real-time, month by month, eventually to become a feature) that I was in last month:
Pretty fun stuff!
More updates soon, ‘til then, if you’re in Toronto, enjoy the sun!
Keep smiling!
People say it gets better but it doesn’t. It just gets different, that’s all.
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| — | Maggie Smith (via panda—) |
Seriously, I’m obsessed with Grimes’ Tumblr right now. She is so cool.
I’ve been busy so I haven’t been updating my Tumblr(s). But I really want to start updating them again. I’ve been doing a lot of work with the band I’m in (Persian Rugs), and working on my own music projects and a new graphic novel project. I’ve been recording silly cover videos for YouTube (over here), and I entered this MuchMusic contest. OH! I also acted in a web series so I’ll have to post that once the episode I’m in is up.
I’ve been feeling super flighty lately, and I am having problems concentrating, mostly during the day but I guess that isn’t much different than usual. I don’t know if flighty is the right word. Know what I mean?
